Monday, October 10, 2011

Ms Aamira Mehrzad

Dear Beloved One,

I come openly to you with one intention, a belief that this world can be saved if we all add our efforts and spread the wealth round all nations; irrespective of race, gender, or origin; to be one family in the Lord and to be thankful for every moment we share with one another because it may well be our last. Mine is such a tale and my time to go is near; I have been diagnosed with Cervical Cancer and the doctors over here in paris said the cancer has spread drastically and chemotherapy is all that can be done. I know my faith is sealed, but I strongly believe that even do my time is short; I can still make another person live worth every minute. I have used my final days to spread my families’ wealth around to welfare homes and individuals but now that my health has worsened, I can not do this anymore and need someone who would be reliable enough to carry on from where I will stop. You must believe in unity and have a strong will to work very hard. I want to better your life
 and the life of others.

I hope this mail reaches you well. Stay blessed!

Regards,

Ms Aamira

My response:

Bless you and I will share this truth with you that I have follow for 3 or 4 years now.

I believe:
1 is God
2 is Spirit
3 is Love
4 is Forgive
5 is Reward
6 is Life
7 is Thankful
8 is Remember
9 is Reflect

I use this to reflect on my own life while playing Sudoku. Here is how I play:

God is the Spirit of Love, Forgiveness is the Reward in Life. Be Thankful and Remember to Reflect this in you.

When YOU apply this to Soduko puzzle, YOU start seeing your true enter/inner feelings.

Next Day:

Dear Friend,

Your email brought a brief smile to my face and thank you so much for responding.

I am left alone with the realization of my health and my inability to born an heir or even a partner has made me decide the best possible action to take is to relinquish full custody of my inheritance to somebody who is humble, eager to serve the people, someone in love with the concept of loyalty and who has a true devotion to Christian duties. Before this can be achieved, you must learn the virtues and responsibilities of my inheritance that will be put in your custody even before it comes under your care.

I know now that some men must live on when others die but I constantly ask myself why me? I have prayed nightly for a miracle but all I get are extra chemo scans and the pain is increasing. Don't I deserve to have a normal life? Why can't I have the chance to dance, run, make love, bear children, and enter into all of life's rich rhythms, as other women did? I feel totally anonymous in this world, like a wraith without a sex. I know I can't bear the pain much longer because my strength weakens daily but if I can do one last good will before I die then maybe my life would have some meaning.

My returning to  Oslo will not be necessary anymore because my time is really short and I am been preserved further here in Paris. I will be making a list of my final rights later tonight; I need to think well and hard over my decisions.

I will need you to mail me the following information just incase this happens to be our last correspondence or something happens to me; both the sanctuary so my Attorney will be aware of my final rights and your position as my chosen heir if such should happen. Information like: Country of origin, your full name, Address, Sex, Date of birth, direct telephone or fax and finally your Occupation. Incase of an emergency, these details will be necessary and I can’t predict my situation anymore.

Dear, I need to rest my fingers and I really do appreciate this chat we had. It really means a lot to me. Thank you so much!

Regards,

Ms Aamira Mehrzad

I just don't feel right about this, would you?