Filed a third complaint today at work and I feel like crap. This guy must have attention disorder or something. He can not be quite and just do his work.
This guy has little respect for me form the beginning, because of the Post Traumatic-Stress Disorder. I just remembered recently, I met him at Mr. Lucky's pool hall in Manhattan Beach when I was about 21. I was with a friend and this guy rubbed me the wrong way then as well. It's was something you just want to forget about and was not true, so I did. I forgot about this guy and have been working with him now for 12 years. I remembered the pool hall scenario a week ago. It is hard to believe all this time and now I remember.
I am thinking how I must look at times not remembering people or things that happened in my past. This guy never got along with me and he seems like he's better than everybody else. He loves the idea of getting even, I have learned from my past two written complaints. Deep down I just can't work with a person that has no understanding, until he gets himself in a corner of failure.
I have never wanted a guy to leave or get fired until this man. He is so good he can find another job, I hope. He has annoyed another person so bad he quit.
I just would like him to stop and think about others.
I will come back and have to update this. Hope your day is going better than this and can you see what I have to work with? I could see why people could love me, but not look at me :)
Update; 10/14/08 (3:00pm)It was hinted to me there may be a lay-off. Maybe it will be enough to get this guy on the right track. Another person said, "That guy will never change and they should just get rid of him." I have changed my thoughts about firing somebody. I am sure he will see it is annoying and stop.
Update you later if I hear anything else. I want to put a picture up, lets see what I have.Blur of the river in Vietnam while I was there :)
Update; 10/18/08 Worked half day today and this guy at work did not show up :). Anyway it came to me in a strange way of US magazine today the answer. Asking myself,"Why would I want to crush this guys spirit?"
Yeah, I was reading what Guy Ritchie said about Madonna's religion, that he did not understand. My thought is that, Madonna's and Guy's spirit was crushed somewhere along the way. I wish they could get it back with respect for both. I will say a prayer for them both (Forgiveness and understanding).
I love them both so much, for letting me see this guys spirit that I wanted to crush like a grape at work. Remember in church and the statement,"We all are children of God." My reply, "Yeah, I have my moments."
:)
